*Sigh* I don't know anymore....

Ok, so I really don't have anything specific to write about. Just feel the need to write. Haven't written in awhile and I FINALLY remembered my information for this blog. <3

ANYWAYS!!!

I just have a lot on my mind and a lot is bothering me. Most of which is stuff that continues to bother me, but nothing changes. A very good friend of mine told me to "pick and choose my battles." {Very sound advice. ^_^} And I responded back to her that I'm have a very difficult time choosing not to pick this battle...

I don't even know why I bother.... But it seriously gets to me... It's like alcohol is more important than how I feel about the situation. And I don't like that. At all....

Feels like things are changing, and I'm not sure if it's a good or bad thing... All I know is it's making me uneasy...

And I REALLY don't want to be dealing with all this inner turmoil when we head to Arizona tomorrow. Because there's going to be a LOT to deal with there, too. Some good, some..... Not so good.... I just hope, in the end, everything turns out for the best.

And this post sucks, so I'm going to end it so I'm not babbling on like a moron lol.

Later.

 ~K.F.